My hair loss

[elfje31]

Hello,
I am now a woman with the age of 31.
When my hair loss begin to happen to me I was around the age of 20-22 years old.
I was at that time in a relationship with someone who abused me at all way.
I was at that time verry unsecure with myself and the first time I begin loosing my eyebrowhair.
At that time it didn't matter to me that much because with a pencil I can draw them verry well.
That was lasting for a lot of years and I was beginning to get used by the idea that I don't have eyebrows.
Then I got married with another man and my problems seemd to be solved but unfortunatly I was getting a divorce and I was getting in a relationship with a man who always lying to me at every moment and at every time.
That's when the problems were really starting......
First it was a small place at my head, my eyelashes dissapeared and at this time all my hair is gone.
I only have I think about at least 10 little hairs under my arm.
My hair on my head....gone
My hair under my arm .....gone
My hair on my legs..... gone
Every place where hair must be is gone and it hurts.
I don't feel attractive anymore and don't feel special anymore.
I don't have a relationship now because I have the idea that man don't like " naked" woman.
I wear a wig but when I take it of there is not me.
There is someone who I don't remember and who I don't want to know.....
Thanks that this site let me tell my story....